being some what carefree is really good you don't have to worry about much except family and friends and animals and such.

songs really get me going especially oldies they make me want to dance around and sing alone and be really goofy like i am at home but at school it's hard to contain my happiness when i hear really good oldies songs, but i do it well only as to not freak people out you know. some of my fav artists are the Beatles, the beach boys, otis redding, the doors, steely dan and others.

if could choose my school it would be online because then i can do it on my own time and i can turn things in on my time and not when wished for. also i could be at home to help out more with my mother and dogs and bills and grandparents.

i tend to be lazy due to the fact that i have no means of motivation in my life well at least none that would make me do what is asked of me on the spot. where as if you say i can have my phone back if i empty the dishwasher right now then i will do it right when you ask me to.

another i forgot to mention on my hippie list is that i absolutely love lava lamps they are so groovy that when i look at them i simply am teleported back to the hippie era the 60's and 70's all over again even though i was never there i feel as though that's where i belong with the other free spirits not inside a cage like what they have tried to put me in, i broke that cage a thousand times and will continue to do so even if i die in the process

Hippies are like my new life now, before i was like a dictator but now i am free of that and am now free to be who i really am a hippie, a free loving spirit and a rebel. i feel so much better after what i've been through that i can now do what i need to do which is to love and be free from the hate of the oppressor the government and rulers. now i will listen to them and mind them but i no longer have to bow down like a dog and accept my abuse of freedom i can say no when i want to and yes when i want to. no one can tell me what to do and when to do it i choose my fate and my path and that path is being a free spirit and rebel.